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July 10 2019 8:07 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
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fuckin hell yeah!!
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July 10 2019 8:09 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
I miss royersford
sidney
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July 10 2019 8:38 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
I could say I have some sort of depression (more stress though) and anxiety....I even have a bad neck and my TMJ gets me fucking pissed off with the headaches it causes.....but I deal with it.

Life doesn't suck....it is what you make it. Some people have it harder then others but you have to steer yourself in the right path or you'll keep ending up in the same place.... depressed and blaming someone else. Fight harder, work harder and keep at it....good things will come
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shut up whitey
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July 10 2019 8:56 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
Originally posted by: sidney

I could say I have some sort of depression (more stress though) and anxiety....I even have a bad neck and my TMJ gets me fucking pissed off with the headaches it causes.....but I deal with it.

Life doesn't suck....it is what you make it. Some people have it harder then others but you have to steer yourself in the right path or you'll keep ending up in the same place.... depressed and blaming someone else. Fight harder, work harder and keep at it....good things will come




That’s not completely true. I’ve fought like a dog, I’ve done the right things, I still end up so depressed I can’t function sometimes.
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July 10 2019 9:15 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
I understand that you'll still have depression.....but again life is almost always (there are exceptions) what you make it.
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July 10 2019 10:09 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
I'm truly sorry if I come across as devastated and erratic all of the time. Honestly there's a lot going on all of the time sooo.... I feel the need to dump the negative into the universe because it minimizes the severity of it & chills me out.

I promise I laugh way more than I cry. But I have bad days like everyone else
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July 10 2019 10:10 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
Originally posted by: Wiseacre

Originally posted by: sidney

I could say I have some sort of depression (more stress though) and anxiety....I even have a bad neck and my TMJ gets me fucking pissed off with the headaches it causes.....but I deal with it.

Life doesn't suck....it is what you make it. Some people have it harder then others but you have to steer yourself in the right path or you'll keep ending up in the same place.... depressed and blaming someone else. Fight harder, work harder and keep at it....good things will come





That’s not completely true. I’ve fought like a dog, I’ve done the right things, I still end up so depressed I can’t function sometimes.

the way you describe how you feel about men in band shirts & tattoos isn't ok for you to take on anymore.
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July 10 2019 10:12 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
Originally posted by: Wiseacre

I think most of you are pretty cool these days, I didn’t used to think so. The trauma I carried around associated with this website while I was experiencing the onset of my illness was huge. After I had my son, i used to have full on anxiety attacks when I’d see anyone who could fit the mold of a typical poster in public. Bandshirt, tattoos, anything really. While it’s not the hazing machine that it used to be, you guys openly trashing Rachel for posting “too much” or whatever the issue is isn’t cool. It’s very obvious that she’s vulnerable. Putting out your hand to help someone up while theyre down is a lot more effective than kicking them.


this is awesome because you're sticking up for me, other people & YOURSELF
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July 10 2019 10:18 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
I think maybe you're a lot more hurt about whatever happened but you don't want to make waves with your people.

But it's ok to be hurt & it's ok to annoy the shit out of them until they apologize.
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July 10 2019 10:26 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
I've slept with "good" guys while too intoxicated. It's my fault for being too intoxicated, but they're also bad guys for it. They're bad guys in my story. And that's just how it is.
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July 10 2019 10:40 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
Originally posted by: fuckin hell yeah!!

I miss royersford



same

we never got wings
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July 10 2019 11:01 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
So when the night falls
my lonely heart calls
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July 10 2019 11:02 PM   QuickQuote Quote  
I wanna rage post with somebody

I wanna no cleeeeeek with somebody
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July 11 2019 1:38 AM   QuickQuote Quote  
Originally posted by: fuzzy navel princess

Originally posted by: Wiseacre

Originally posted by: sidney

I could say I have some sort of depression (more stress though) and anxiety....I even have a bad neck and my TMJ gets me fucking pissed off with the headaches it causes.....but I deal with it.

Life doesn't suck....it is what you make it. Some people have it harder then others but you have to steer yourself in the right path or you'll keep ending up in the same place.... depressed and blaming someone else. Fight harder, work harder and keep at it....good things will come






That’s not completely true. I’ve fought like a dog, I’ve done the right things, I still end up so depressed I can’t function sometimes.


the way you describe how you feel about men in band shirts & tattoos isn't ok for you to take on anymore.



It doesn’t happen much anymore. I think the fact that people awknowledged what happened and apologized changed it for me. I waorked and still work really hard to establish and maintain a sense of self worth after all of that. having people come back years later and say, “hey, I’m really sorry. I was horrible to you and I don’t like thinking about it.” Rooted that into me again.
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