September 12 2019 2:02 PM
Seems safe currently...
I am sick of living in near other humans. The interactions are almost always entirely scripted, fake, small talk. Its like conversing with a scripted character. They look and act the same generally.
I started off way behind, like many others. I wanted to prove to myself I could become some sort of big shot white collar type on my own. I did and I feel nothing from it. I have a strong desire to return to the woods, buy a telescope, create a library, grow a garden, hunt and fish and simply be left the out the modern quest for collecting garbage. I looked at my car today and felt disgusted with myself. A shiny luxury car. Wow, I'm so awesome. Advertising got to me somehow. Ads designed to make me want to give others my money to feel good about myself. I want to drive this thing into a lake and get a pickup truck.