yesssir. i never really used to drink--bacardi has been my bff lately though. ain't too proud.
I'm not pining for this guy or anything--i just miss his friendship and that's pretty much gone forever, but i'm not sure why. even my boyfriend, who is definitely the jealous dick type, doesn't get bothered when I whine about it because he knows that this guy meant a lot to me as a friend (i'd still expect him to be jealous, but he's just not).
i'm a mess.