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XWHISKEYX @ May 22, 2019 11:13 AM
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Originally posted by: Klapton

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Fun fact. My cousin was a "famous" musician. I think they still play but I doubt anyone cares anymore. When I was 10-11 years old he was visiting our grandparents. That same weekend I purchased my first guitar. Within an hour of having said guitar, I created my first riff. That riff is the main riff of "Lakini's Juice" from the band live. Yes. It was stolen from a 10 year old who had been playing guitar for an hour.





Is your cousin adam? I am somewhat friends with him.




No. Not sure who you are talking about honestly.



Live had 2 guitarists up until 2009, adam was the second guitarist and the singers brother.
Build the wall @ May 22, 2019 11:15 AM
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Originally posted by: xAJDELAWAREx

I've started writing things down in a journal. I'm not sure if I enjoy doing it, nor am I sure I understand why I am doing it, but I'm doing it. Usually just taking 15-30 minutes trhoughout the day to do a mind dump on whatever topic happens to pop in.



I was contemplating doing something similar in a very honest way. I am in a weird position that would for a bizarre disconnected position.
Build the wall @ May 22, 2019 11:19 AM
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Originally posted by: Carlo_HC

Originally posted by: Klapton

Originally posted by: homusmomus673

My 20s were same, klax. My 30s are pretty much the same also.




Sorry to hear that. Things are pretty good for me now but my history has done something to my brain where even if things are going well I still feel a sense of constant doom. I have to go to the doctor soon and see if they can chemically alter my brain. The only break I get is if I do extremely exhausting physical activity and it grants me a window of 3-4 hours of normal thinking.




have you ever talk to a doctor before? or this will be the first time? i mean a human doctor not a klaxton's doctor.



I did years ago. I've been on Lexapro, Prozac and Lithium. Lexapro did something that I can't quite pinpoint. The others did nothing positive and messed with my vision.
Build the wall @ May 22, 2019 11:23 AM
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I do realize I am probably insane. I can't tell if my sense of the world is correct or if I'm simply paranoid. I see the state of the world, specifically what algorhythms do to alter the populations perception of those on alternate political spectrums and the divide it causes. I gave a deep fear of what Amazon, Apple and Alphabet corp are doing to the human race. I suspect a literal economic collapse due to AI and automation and suspect the government will not stop this nor will it assist those who will be jobless. I expect extreme desperation and spikes in violence and crime across the land. As our generation grows older will be financially unsecure and thrown to the wolves. My current country appears more secure overall but I can't shake the sense something horrific is coming for our world. We grew up in tiny slice of human history which gave us a sense of total security and entitlement to a life free from the terrors that had been constant for thousands of years prior and I think this little slice in time we inhabited might have been a fluke. Biology will continue to push those in power higher up the social dominance ladder but now with modern tech and weaponry the consequences could be much more fatal to our race.
Build the wall @ May 22, 2019 11:30 AM
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I feel like my own personal aspirations are a result of the sense of entitlement I received from growing up in total security as compared to the rest of the human race for the entirety of history. "I deserve a new car because I work hard. I deserve a good work life balancd. I deserve to go on exotic vacations." I disgust myself with these feelings. I look at the 20th century in Nazi Germany and the Societ union and the millions upon millions who were murdered for no reason. All they wanted to do was live. Here I am, shopping online for shoes made by children overseas who are basically slaves. I feel like a shit human and I can't figure out to escape this system or alter my own thoughts to simply be satisfied with the fact every second experienced is a miracle and the fact I have access to food, temperature control and a society that provides safety is unparalleled in human history. I see others who want even more. A massive drive to be famous. A massive drive to collect things for social clout. I just don't want it to be like this and I have no chance of changing it.
Build the wall @ May 22, 2019 11:31 AM
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Back to computing! I have to fix a hydro damn in South America.
sidney @ May 22, 2019 11:38 AM
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Originally posted by: xAJDELAWAREx

Originally posted by: sidney

Originally posted by: homusmomus673

Whenever I hear Lightning Crashes, I feel like an 8 year old again.




I once was driving on mushrooms and this song came on and tripped me the fuck out....since then when I hear it I get the heebie jeebies



Sounds like you should have been put in jail, bootlicker.



I got away with it once again!
XWHISKEYX @ May 22, 2019 11:42 AM
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You are worried about and projecting a ton of negativity over things you have no control over. Maybe with some help you can zero in on things within your control and try to learn to be happy. The big bang set forth events that have already been decided and all you can do as an organism/parasite on this floating rock is be the best person you can be and enjoy life. Within the next 50 years or so you will be dead and will know the secrets or lack thereof.
Jess. @ May 22, 2019 11:54 AM
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I’m moving to London today.
Build the wall @ May 22, 2019 11:57 AM
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Originally posted by: XWHISKEYX

You are worried about and projecting a ton of negativity over things you have no control over. Maybe with some help you can zero in on things within your control and try to learn to be happy. The big bang set forth events that have already been decided and all you can do as an organism/parasite on this floating rock is be the best person you can be and enjoy life. Within the next 50 years or so you will be dead and will know the secrets or lack thereof.



True. This makes complete sense. I think about those secrets all the time. I used to be a complete atheist but then I realized by thinking that way I would be insinuating I have a complete and total understanding of reality and the universe and I do not. I now just say "I don't know what the hell is going on." and that is my religious view. I was sitting at a table last night and a group of women were talking about their shoes. I zoned out and couldn't see anything other than an image of our universe with it's gigantic spiral tail spinning in a void and could not comprehend why people don't wake up everyday completely confused that they exist and instead discuss clothing and things like that. I am so far away from that normalcy that is makes me miserable. Further going into insanity, I think I truly think (probably because I am insane) that our perception, defition and view of time is completely wrong and that it does not exist as the passage of an event like we think but rather there is no time at all and it's simply a measure of speed and distance between two particles. The change and decay is just the amount of movement and force an object takes before it changes form. As in, if temperature remained at absolute zero of a particle (or below if possible) that it would never decay.

I also was thinking about the possibility that if the smallest particle that is derived of nothing other than itself, existed in a universe with the exact same laws of physics as our own universe and was the sole object, that time would not exist for there would be no other objects to measure its speed and distance against. If that would be true, then it would be true that time as we describe it has never existed and we use it to desribe something completely different.
Build the wall @ May 22, 2019 11:57 AM
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Lol
Dickscraper @ May 22, 2019 12:06 PM
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Originally posted by: Jess.

I’m moving to London today.



You sound like you're from Lahn-Dahn
Davey. @ May 22, 2019 12:19 PM
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Originally posted by: Jess.

I’m moving to London today.


Welcome, fellow Brit.
fuzzy navel princess @ May 22, 2019 1:19 PM
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Originally posted by: Klapton

Originally posted by: XWHISKEYX

You are worried about and projecting a ton of negativity over things you have no control over. Maybe with some help you can zero in on things within your control and try to learn to be happy. The big bang set forth events that have already been decided and all you can do as an organism/parasite on this floating rock is be the best person you can be and enjoy life. Within the next 50 years or so you will be dead and will know the secrets or lack thereof.




True. This makes complete sense. I think about those secrets all the time. I used to be a complete atheist but then I realized by thinking that way I would be insinuating I have a complete and total understanding of reality and the universe and I do not. I now just say "I don't know what the hell is going on." and that is my religious view. I was sitting at a table last night and a group of women were talking about their shoes. I zoned out and couldn't see anything other than an image of our universe with it's gigantic spiral tail spinning in a void and could not comprehend why people don't wake up everyday completely confused that they exist and instead discuss clothing and things like that. I am so far away from that normalcy that is makes me miserable. Further going into insanity, I think I truly think (probably because I am insane) that our perception, defition and view of time is completely wrong and that it does not exist as the passage of an event like we think but rather there is no time at all and it's simply a measure of speed and distance between two particles. The change and decay is just the amount of movement and force an object takes before it changes form. As in, if temperature remained at absolute zero of a particle (or below if possible) that it would never decay.

I also was thinking about the possibility that if the smallest particle that is derived of nothing other than itself, existed in a universe with the exact same laws of physics as our own universe and was the sole object, that time would not exist for there would be no other objects to measure its speed and distance against. If that would be true, then it would be true that time as we describe it has never existed and we use it to desribe something completely different.

I'm psychic. Jk. Idk about anything except that I only naturally feel centered and complete when I'm in nature
fuzzy navel princess @ May 22, 2019 1:20 PM
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So maybe just nurture the earth and let it nurture you
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