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yes, Ill have to look through documentingreality really fast. stand by

Im back

I'm gay

fantastic mr. fox

why are you moving, david. why have you not answered me

you're not a piece of shit. :(

i dont hate you. i understand you standing up for a friend. im just tired of shitty people being called good in this world.

good people don't exist.

just fucking block me.

<3

i want to, but the funny thing is, for all the mental weakness i have controlling this (even though i did commendably well from age 17 to about 23-24... that was when i think i had my first flip out and it was here lol) breakdown behavior.... im incredibly tough on when i believe something. like the hurtful shit i do, i floor it until i hit the wall and try to push through at all costs. i kind of think my brain does that to my ambitions. but if i take pills, its just masking the real me... what i really want is to find the moment where i lost the way; so maybe i can back-track and find the path. im not even sure if i can do that with conviction though, thats a huge problem for me now. when i try, there's not much heart put into getting out. the worst part is im starting to "ask" or "pray" to God... a God I don't even care for, leta lone believe in, to help me "get it." Oh well. Thanks man, I appreciate it. And I hope you can someday make all the changes you want to make to yourself, and are successful in your attempt.

im not trying to be a contrarian. i just think im starting to realize this failure of a life has been all my fault because reality was put on my early and i ran and hid. lol that sucks to admit.

I don't know. I think I should've been left in the woods. I know with my temper, personality, and outlook; I might've made a bad decision being in a suburb or urban area. Or maybe the exact opposite. I think I've had a downtrodden outlook for a while, and I can't fingerpoint it which is what bothers me the worst because maybe going backwards and identifying it would fix it.. or as if. who knows.

relationships generally serve to remind me there's a whole different world i'll never know anything about. the last time i had a real one was probably literally 2004. suffering is suffering, i hate myself for making it seem like mine is worse. the only thing i can say though is my earliest memories of life were empty, snow covered and windswept fields viewed with a frozen face through a small window out the front of my snow suit... dead animals, dried blood on that snow and the results of scavengers pulling their entrails out... especially that empty nothing outside the doors and windows, and the blood drying and clumping up in the deep snow. i don't think i was older than 5 or 6 the first time i was forced to see something die and realize thats how we eat; and you just see that it took life to sustain life and everything else is just this barren, cold, empty existence. idk, its funny that the only "celebrity" from that area of the world was GG Allin. i think it instills a certain great feeling of nothing, if you have to leave that world that is... i think everyone i grew up with is still in that small town; milking cows or scraping metal to get by and i guess thats life.

ive already hurt a lot of beautiful and gentle souls, because i think thats what i was meant to be, and i dont want to keep doing that. i dont think i have the ability to though while being here in this world, because every overwhelming wave of compassion and empathy is countered lately with a wave equally as powerful.. full of hate, and indignation, and unending dark and imposing sorrow. idk anymore.

i love you and im sorry.

i guess if you ever want to talk, brendanmasi.worldchamp@gmail.com im gonna go and try and stay away lol

Yeah, the reviews on amazon noted that the writing style can be hard to follow. Let me know as you get further into the book. I am on the fence.

Did you read the Morrissey Biography?

Yo, I forgot to tell you how funny that youtube is. "Eat a shit."

I deleted your comment because of my stupid finger.

Thank you, kindly.

It works now. Thank you for showing me the best tumblr ever.

wat

sidenote; they have a series of beers, the one I sent you being one of them, called Ales of the Revolution based on recipes from their namesakes.

click here for link

I hope you can locate it. It's goooooood and dark

if you can find this you should try it as soon as possible.
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review/description
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Are you trolling me David?

iluiw4u

incredible.

whAT'S UP?

It wasn't too shabby, gifts were received and peni were touched, thank you for the inquiry

Dearest David,

Being a fan of beer and spicy foods I feel that you should try to procure yourself a few Furthermore Knot Stocks. Its a black pepper flavored beer.



peanooses as well.

My favorite Englishman died the other day. It was unfortunate and I was very close to him. You are now the man to take his place. It is an honor and its stupid because you exist on the internet to me. However, I am knowledgeable to your upstanding character beyond this message board. Lets dock.

you are lurking my profile, in turn making my boner tickle

LOL

just saw alves goal. its incredible how he had such control of that shot, truly amazing. and the placement was unreal.

hello to you davey, from my new ipad.

thanks for the add babe

i would like to thank you and your country for producing melissa debling. probably the hottest woman on earth.

brickhouse song click here for link

Thanks for the add babe :)

I'm not sure if it has opened in your (gay) country yet, but you must see Drive when it does. Incredible film.

meat me at iron hill

davey, enough is enough. come back right now.

Just cum back and stay back ya skinny faggot

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IDIOT

you have to come back eventually

i'm lurkin

I haven't seen the rest of their tour, but if they the NY Redbulls I might take the trip up. I really want to get into that stadium and I'm going to try to see as many of the Premier League clubs as I can.

figured you get a kick out of this. Everton is coming over to the US and playing the Philadelphia Union in a friendly. I will, however, not be in attendance because I'm a white trash piece of shit that will be rocking out to Slayer that night.

How about all of those other Mozz shows that were announced? What are your plans?

I'll let you know if I am coming out. There is a good chance that I will due to the convenience of Pulp playing the next night which is also in England. I did look at the lineup, and yes it's pretty good.

Record yourself reading an S post.

GET A TWITTER

i know youre an everton fan, but is your town pissed that torres is gone?

happy david, birthday!

I should probably stop commenting on your profile though. It's getting weird.

You are making me lol so hard today.