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Eyes of Contempt
Regular User Since 12/28/2003 - Not Friends
The golden town of Trafalgar IN, USA -
Last 10/5/2005
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
6/16/2005 12:13:00 AM
Long time no see what the hell have you been up to?
you need to go to logos July 27th for the malevolent creation and origin concert
toxic love 0 posts
5/19/2005 11:20:00 PM
I made some chocolate chip pancakes saturday, they were delicious. I dont really like cooking, I sure as hell like eating tho.
lost in thought 0 posts
5/9/2005 4:33:00 PM
hahaha thanx....lol...but I think I would rather kick his ass myself first...I told him that if he ever hurt me that he better get the fuck out of phoenixville because he was going to have some people after him about to kick his mother fuckin ass..lol...but yeah thanx though
lost in thought 0 posts
5/4/2005 12:15:00 PM
your like amazing with this advice shit...lol...yeah I know I need to focus on some things before I can more or less worry about my boyfriend....I mean I know he loves me and all but sometimes I think that he is going to leave me sometime but who knows...thanX though for the advice
toxic love 0 posts
4/28/2005 2:53:00 PM
Piety was a pretty awesome teacher. I want some pancakes
lost in thought 0 posts
4/27/2005 12:56:00 PM
yeah I know I get bored and change it...but I changed it cause my heart isnt broken anymore...Im happy with my boyfriend but I cry tears of fear because i dont want this relationship to end...
toxic love 0 posts
4/24/2005 9:43:00 PM
WOW you are so smart. haha, I think Piety said something like that once to me
toxic love 0 posts
4/17/2005 2:11:00 PM
Why is the sky blue?
hollifer 0 posts
4/8/2005 9:23:00 PM
i bet not...im much stronger than you....im the effing hulk, man!
i could break you in half i just choose not to because you are my homie...
hollifer 0 posts
4/8/2005 4:31:00 PM
you can try but i bet you wont succeed.
i feel wierd going to his house and looking for anyone cuz i dont really know him or anyone else there.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
4/8/2005 2:49:00 PM
not a whole lots up, reggi and i yelled at you in trafalgar yerterday, we were driving by to go to franklin in my big red truck. she was talking on the phone to aaron and she was like, is that mango!? and then she started yelling out the window! it was amusing. so how is life treating you? i hope it is good. things have been on and off ok. usually bad, but the good things tend two out weigh the bad ones. im just trying to look at the bright side of things and trying to keep myself as happy as i can be.
hollifer 0 posts
4/7/2005 3:02:00 PM
oh yeah and i hope you have fun at ozzfest!
hollifer 0 posts
4/7/2005 3:00:00 PM
well, i got out of school early cuz i wasnt feeling good.
i must have drove by there[dameins],last night, a million times but i didnt actually go to the door or anything because i wasnt sure....of anything.
when i called your house your mom said you were asleep. i just wanted to hangout and go get stoned or something but i guess you beat me to it.
i hope you had a kick ass time.
hollifer 0 posts
4/7/2005 1:11:00 AM
i love sippin on green tea when your asleep and joel and aaron are nowhere to be found.
sarahs at work but i already spent 20 minutes there getting stared at and makin her dinner....all i wanted to do was hang out and it felt like everybody ran from me.::boo-hoo::.
hollifer 0 posts
4/3/2005 3:11:00 PM
i have been down there..
in fact i was just down there last night but i asked joel why he didnt just go to bantas and he said in franklin? and so i figured everyone was in franklin including your pretty little self....im sorry...ill call you today maybe...
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
3/23/2005 9:14:00 PM
hey in case you didnt know already Ozzfest is July 31 this year and some of the bands are Iron Maiden, In Flames, Soilwork...
oh ya i also saw you walking today in Trafalagar...
well see ya
hollifer 0 posts
3/20/2005 2:56:00 AM
well im onna got goin cuz i gotta get up at 7- 7:30.......

theyer making me go to church...
yo yo...my b day is tuesday.....17 beeotch....
hollifer 0 posts
3/20/2005 2:48:00 AM
hey ho!

i am a happy little child
how bout you
hollifer 0 posts
3/2/2005 7:39:00 PM
ok so im grounded again and i DO NOT want any goddamn lecture.....dad!
hollifer 0 posts
2/20/2005 2:13:00 AM
i love joel very much!!!!
hollifer 0 posts
2/20/2005 1:52:00 AM
yes, very happy to be un grounded....i liked seeing as well....im happy im not blind
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
2/17/2005 8:59:00 AM
thank you joe, that actually helps alot.
lost in thought 0 posts
2/16/2005 2:17:00 PM
im sorry that it is taking me so long to respond and all but yea I wish I got drunk on Valentines Day too.....hope you had fun.....hope to talk to you again soon...
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
2/15/2005 11:45:00 AM
ive had the wost month since my freshman year.

i just want to die and leave and fucking stop.

i dont want to die really, i just dont want to live anymore, im so miserable and i hate myself so much.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
2/11/2005 12:11:00 PM
hey. whats new? we never talk anymore!
im having a really really really bad week, and i figured you might be able to understand, since you know what a really really bad week can be like.
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
2/1/2005 8:22:00 PM
hows the kung fu training goin...i finnally got book and have begun training....well that all see ya
lost in thought 0 posts
1/31/2005 12:10:00 PM
Hell yea I am always drinkin...not as much as I used to or anything like that but you get the idea...
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/30/2005 12:11:00 AM
well, cool thats good b/c im not going to be too busy by then. and i will have time to train with you. ive been good i guess, im really confused right now, but ive been ok. how about yourself? are you good?
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/27/2005 10:03:00 AM
hey, long time no talk to. have you guys set when you are going to be starting the training theng yet? is it still going to be over the summer?
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
1/16/2005 12:54:00 PM
You should come Feb 26th at Logos i believe that it is death metal night
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
1/15/2005 10:39:00 AM
Im good, you shoulda went to logos last night and moshed a little....
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
1/14/2005 3:51:00 PM
Hey what's goin on?
eric. 0 posts
1/14/2005 9:21:00 AM
dude look at picture you are trying to be some badass when your really not your just a fat white pussy bitch
eric. 0 posts
1/13/2005 3:08:00 PM
dude fuck you. i can guarantee you are a worthless piece of shit. i just look at you and can tell. you think your so hardcore but your really not your just some fat ass loser with gross friends
eric. 0 posts
1/12/2005 9:53:00 AM
fuck you. your white trash
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/11/2005 11:46:00 PM
yes i will always remember my sensei/captain is you.
i bow to your greatness.
i am unworthy of your instruction.

ha ha
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/11/2005 1:43:00 PM
yay! we could be demon fighting ninja-pirates together!!
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/10/2005 4:36:00 PM
dont get your panties in a bunch, i was jokeing.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/10/2005 1:12:00 AM
i dont take advice, not even from myself. i just do... that is usually what gets me into trouble. especially from someone who doesnt know what they are talking about. ive read the bible 6 times, i dont need advice on it. dont worry about me. and dont get jealous that i was talking to him either. just because your loveing intelecuality wasnt around i had to fill the void with blind stupidity.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/8/2005 9:13:00 PM
allright, you can deliete that last comment i made, i changed my mind. i perfer being a ninja.

what is new!?
i havent talked to you in forever. i miss you!
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/7/2005 11:16:00 AM

i am now i pirate. no longer a ninja!

pirates and ninjas dont get along.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/7/2005 9:10:00 AM
yo joe! what is goin down my homie!

im not pimp. i slept alone!
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
1/3/2005 11:24:00 AM
Thanks for the concert update
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
1/1/2005 3:44:00 AM
i have no clue what keeps me so awake...
even when im worn out from wrestling around with jaime, rachael, and dan and then haveing sex w/ jaime i still cant freakin sleep. im bored, and physically worn out, but my mind just wont shut the fuck up. i just want to chop my freakin head off so i can get some freakin sleep.
and the bigest thing is that i dont get to sleep until like 5 in the morning, then i sleep until 5 in the afternoon... and i always want to call someone but i know that it is impolite to call people at the hour that i am awake. and it sucks. i mean damn.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
12/31/2004 1:37:00 AM
oh god im so bored im about to die!
im wired out of my mind, im gonna have to drink some alcohol to chill me out so i can fucking sleep!!!
do you ever have that problem?
the real trouble is that my mind doeesnt like to shut off, especially when i have things on my mind...
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
12/26/2004 1:02:00 AM
those are good pictures, i have new ones as well...
talk to you later time for me to crash
hollifer 0 posts
12/26/2004 12:25:00 AM
boredom hurts the cranium.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
12/26/2004 12:17:00 AM
nifty keen yo
christmas was pretty normal. i got some stuff, i spent some time with people i dont like, and with some people that i do like, and ate...ALOT.
i will check out yhe new pics
hollifer 0 posts
12/26/2004 12:04:00 AM
it doesnt matter...
allthat matters is that you feel at ease in your own mind.
hollifer 0 posts
12/25/2004 11:58:00 PM
i loved you know who and she lied when she said it....she turned away and led me on......
hollifer 0 posts
12/25/2004 11:56:00 PM
my fav. is "in a special place"
hollifer 0 posts
12/25/2004 11:49:00 PM
i dont know. what are you thinking???
hollifer 0 posts
12/25/2004 11:48:00 PM
good....i feel better as long as your not being a liar...be a truther.
so how has yer day been?
hollifer 0 posts
12/25/2004 11:42:00 PM
i am in love with the new pics!!!!!!
hollifer 0 posts
12/25/2004 11:19:00 PM
i worry ....
i dont want you to feel all this shit because of a girl..
thats nuts
i know you care but there is so much more out there and i know i sound like a bitch when i say that because i have joel but i think i feel a similar way about ...well you know who....even though i might talk shit about her constantly i still love her......
hollifer 0 posts
12/25/2004 9:22:00 PM
you know how i feel on this subject hence the phone call.....
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
12/25/2004 3:09:00 AM
hey man, where you been?
*sexy husky voice*
i miss our late night walks allong the beach shareing secrets and memories of our best ::sexual:: pleasures...
talk to me!
whathavewedone 0 posts
12/24/2004 11:59:00 PM
yeah i got tons of money not tons but a lot for me. and i am getting alot of cds. just going shopping. that will be AWESOME-O!
whathavewedone 0 posts
12/24/2004 11:53:00 PM
idk. i didnt know what to say . heh . YES i got the bane cd for christmas!
whathavewedone 0 posts
12/24/2004 1:32:00 AM
riiiight i was joking, and you made it all serious... wow............
whathavewedone 0 posts
12/24/2004 12:14:00 AM
i like how you have modest mouse next to most precisous blood. that is TUFF. jk
whathavewedone 0 posts
12/23/2004 3:08:00 PM
wow.. nice music choice
My Pet Goat 0 posts
12/23/2004 10:56:00 AM
Oh yeah, Voivod sucks ass but 311 rules! WTF
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
12/22/2004 2:14:00 PM
hey butt monkey... why didnt you answer me. i know you were online cuz i can see... lol
well yea
i slept for 16 hours last night. it was beautiful. i havent been able to sleep like that for ages. and i love it. im so happy schools out. well, you dont have to worry about that since you graduated but yea.... still...
Neurotic_Destruction 0 posts
12/21/2004 4:09:00 PM
Just keep your head up, things will get better.
MicheleSullenVillian 0 posts
12/21/2004 8:01:00 AM
yea, sorry about doing the mysterious thing last night. it could not be avoided.
so yea... im so tired.
and i still feel terrible. and now i have to talk to the guys i work with here since im never allowed on dairy queen property ever again... and i need to thank and appologize to chris. and see if heather is gonna kill me...lol