remember the dreams we had when we held each other and never fell out of love and then once we touched we would dread the next move? so i heard that if you listen real close you can hear the pain fall from a womans abused cheak miles away from where you stand. Wonder if its true. cause i know i hear somthing. yes red is defanitly your color, i love how it smears on your face after i threaten your life and use the blade of joy to decline yours to nothing are you afraid yet because your new white dress is coverd with your fear.dont be afraid though it wont take to long till your gone, atleast you felt somthing in this relationship. o yea i lied to u about love. are you happy now? cause i am...................... HEY GUESS WHAT. IM ONTO YOUR LITTLE SHARAID OF HAPPYNESS AND FULLFILLMENT, AND FUTHER MORE I DISAPROVE!!!!................................................................................................................. I DIDNT INVENT YOU,I JUST RULE YOUR SO CALLED AUTHORITY.****Dont belive me think im full of shit think im clueless on what you say to me as i walk down your bare streets emptyed with your pain of guilt. im not new, a sample on your fucking shelf, im the one who is personally real intentinally mistaken and hopfully un believed, i didnt fight for what was right i didnt calm my nervs or get shot in the back. i just told it how it was how it was going to be and make your life hell with every bit of torture inflicted upon yourself.IM YOUR CONCIOUSE.and ill eat at you till you give in,till what you had of happyness is gone. and any hope of a smile will be destroyed into the fucking dirt. go ahead SMILE BITCH im just telling you right now the more you smile the more youll cry and the more you cry the more suicide will run threw your veins. i power you i run your dreams you think the is a bluff YOU JUST FUCKING TRY ME, youll see in the end dont worry, your trendy ass will pay for living and createing such a fucking bastard such as myself.**æ¦by misa¦æ yea dumb fuck thats me!!!!!!!!!.....................................................***~eyeliner~music~shows~love~hate~art~poetry~stuffed animals~nail polish~bmx'ers~cold nights~warm winters~soda~hate~love~smarts~smokers~non-religion~individuality~smoothness~no hair on body~peircings~tattoo's~bright colors~rubber duckeys~cuddling~roughness~kinky anyone?~baggy jeans~tight shirts~candy~computers~acting~singing~playing drums~showers~hygen~glasses~older people *like 18-19~im sixteen~im a loser~im a dork~i wear glasses~pretty shinny things~lip stick on collars~licking~biteing~head bands~wounds~messy hair~shaggy hair~dredlocks~curiosity~reading~fighting~holding hands~sex is bad~lol~funny people~nerds~personality~honesty~tricksters~me?no~I HATE TRENDY~***DID I MENTION I CAN BE AN ASSHOLE! POEM BY ME..................do you remember the false kisses? ........... a storm filled night of pain?...........i do!....i live them day to day.............i also live under these blankets..................there protection from the night.............from the crys and screams.................that pentrate from the floor.....from the basement.......these hollow walls hear everything.....there ears bleed......throught the cracks in there souls....thery're fallen in time just as you and i did.....but dont worry......well all be the shadows in our dreams soon enough! ......................................x-misa-x

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