the name is elyse marie p. most call me epster and/or ep. indesicive for the most part there are some things i know for sure. i love my family and friends more then anything. i hate/yet love nepa for the disfunctional ppl that live here. i desire to travel around the world with not only a friend/but lover also. music is my life, im not concerned with 'what's in' or what 'others' like. i have my own opinion so respect me and i'll respect you. i'll admit i dislike where i work but until i find what i am looking for i'll deal. i hate how im an avid menthol smoker, drinker of boxed wine. im no lush although others like to say i am. i love polish dishes, chinese and chicken wings.i love to laugh, make others laugh and smile. im rarely impressed easily by others. fifty percent of ppl think im awesome, twenty five percent think im a snob without knowing me and only god knows what the other percentile thinks. what bothers me most is when someone says one thing, does another esp guys. i don't consider anything regret, more so a learning experience. i crush at the wrong time, go figure. contradiction gets to me. im blunt and will tell you like it is wether you like it or not. lastly, my normal being in "unlike" other normal behavior.

soft.loud.hard. -depends on my mood-