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a lonely tragedy
Regular User Since 5/16/2004 - Not Friends
Brooklyn, NY NY, USA - 77miles
Last 2/1/2007
fadingorchid 0 posts
9/19/2005 1:56:00 PM
I'm back in austria...and I just realised how boring it is...

The time in scotland was...i just can't explain it...I was drinking all the time...I've made so many friends...I'll go to south africa next year to visit a friend...overwhelming...

hmm...how are you?...hope to hear from you soon

fadingorchid 0 posts
5/27/2005 3:13:00 PM
I promise you that we'll keep in touch =) *huuuGs*
fadingorchid 0 posts
5/21/2005 5:22:00 AM
hey :) how are you? I know ... I haven't wrote you a message for a long time...everything is so busy...soOn I will go to scotland for three months...because of my work experience...i'm so excited...and I can't wait to get away from all those people I hate...
I hope we'll keep in touch :)
*hugs* =)
~ what if there's a spot on my body that I can touch to keep my heart from beating?... ~
grillobiscuits 0 posts
3/21/2005 10:32:00 AM
I need your input on these guys. www.pahardcore.com/bands/spazm. They are a relatively new melodic hardcore/metal band from Fulton, NY and are looking to play in the PA area this summer and play some shows with your locals.You seem to know what good music is. They need as much criticism as possible, even if it's not positive, anything is better than nothing.I hope you find this message to have some relevance and please, your opinion and the opinion of others matters in this.

Thank You,

fadingorchid 0 posts
3/4/2005 2:52:00 AM
I promise you...one day I'll come to the states to visit you 8) hope you have a nice time...and a nice weekend :) don't drink toO much :)
fadingorchid 0 posts
2/9/2005 9:35:00 AM
*hugsback*... I haven't been online for such a long time..I'm sorry ... hope you are ok ...
cheeba messiah 0 posts
11/9/2004 2:56:00 PM
right on, thanks for the compliment man.
cheeba messiah 0 posts
11/9/2004 12:29:00 PM
hand to hand, nice! we play shows with them all the time
Fever Dream. 0 posts
11/7/2004 12:28:00 PM
I miss you too! We haven't talked in months. How have you been? I've been pretty great lately. I hope you're doing well, and next time I see you online I'll be sure to say Hello.

fadingorchid 0 posts
10/16/2004 6:12:00 AM
miss you tOo...hope you are ok...

I guess nothing will ever change...and everything will always be that confusing...that sucks...
wish you a nice weekend...

heathe. 0 posts
10/11/2004 4:49:00 PM
im glad things are goin ok...you deserve the BEST :x
heathe. 0 posts
10/10/2004 2:47:00 PM
'ello love :z
fadingorchid 0 posts
10/1/2004 2:24:00 AM
I'm happy that you're doing good... =)

things are quite confusing here...I hope that will change in the next days!

miss you²

Wish you a nice weekend =)
fadingorchid 0 posts
9/29/2004 1:11:00 PM
...miss you...
fadingorchid 0 posts
9/21/2004 3:07:00 PM

*smile* 8)
fadingorchid 0 posts
9/7/2004 2:09:00 PM
hey...I'm so fucking busy...I can't tell...everything sucks and I think if I could I would jump from another bridge...or fly to you :) *smile*...

hope you are ok...

miss you
Smuttynose 0 posts
8/25/2004 1:58:00 AM
yeah the flies were like that for hours on the wall above my bed in the hotel room at about 6am.
fadingorchid 0 posts
8/20/2004 4:28:00 AM
hey :)

I always behave when I'm drunk...I'm a good girl :D *lol*

why is she driving you crazy?...hey...you can write me a private message if you want...in my friend circle I'm like a psychiatrist for my best friends...
if you want...I would try to help you :)

hope that you'll feel better in the following days!

fadingorchid 0 posts
8/12/2004 4:21:00 AM
yeah...I also think that we would have fun :)

oh...my weekend...was...fun...I guess I have never been so drunk...*smile*...it was really ... wow...

miss you :,(
Fever Dream. 0 posts
8/9/2004 8:17:00 PM
oh thats really rad, sorry you got burnt :P i didnt get to go, i didnt have a ride to vegas. :-/
fadingorchid 0 posts
8/9/2004 2:31:00 PM
you saw from first to last??? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...wow...

yes...my email adress is: fadingorchid@gmx.net

miss you too!!!! hope you had a nice weekend...and that you have enjoyed from first to last...I'm so jealous :(
wish you a wonderful week :)
Fever Dream. 0 posts
8/8/2004 2:16:00 AM
how are you? i know we havent talked in a while, i hope we will get the chance soon.
fadingorchid 0 posts
8/5/2004 5:24:00 AM
I just smile the whole time when I'm drunk...and I'm open to everything :)
but I guess, I wouldn't make out with somebody, that I don't know a long time... ;)

I just have to work tomorrow, and then I'm free for 4 weeks :) *smiiile*...but then I have to go to school again ... that sucks...

I hopt you had/have a nice day

*hugs* =)
PardonTheMess 0 posts
8/4/2004 6:11:00 PM
yeah....stuff and more stuff..gotta ea tho. ill hit u up o aim, lata
PardonTheMess 0 posts
8/4/2004 5:15:00 PM
hey man, what's new>?........
8/4/2004 5:06:00 PM
that's awesome, i saw thursday but i'm afraid i missed the bled at warped tour. = (. I'm seeing them in october though. my summer has been alright, it went by too fast for me. today was my first day of school and it sucked. i went to san antonio, nothing big but i'm going to the virgin islands for fall break so that will be fun.
8/3/2004 11:09:00 PM
why thank you. yes thursday and the bled are awesome.
FNdrumr 0 posts
8/3/2004 10:42:00 AM
yo man, whats up? im in a band out of philly...check us out if you hvae time www.fromnothingmusic.com
fadingorchid 0 posts
8/2/2004 2:49:00 AM
my weekend was ... great... :)

I was so drunk...(I drank a bottle vodka with my best friend miri and then some tequila...and so on)...+hihi+

It's great, that you also had a wonderful weekend!!!

wish you a nice week honey :)
fadingorchid 0 posts
7/30/2004 5:34:00 AM
your weekend also sounds great :) I guess we'll have a nice time...although we live in different countries ;)

In 2 1/2 hours I'M FREE...WEEEKEND....*SMIIILE*...then we'll drive to this city...and drink...:)))...I haven't been drunk for such a long time ;)

I'm so excited +hihi+

so...I wish you a wonderful weekend!
fadingorchid 0 posts
7/29/2004 12:36:00 PM
Hanging out with friends makes your whole day perfect :)

I'm excited because of tomorrow ;) ... I'll drive with my friends to another city..we'll drink something...have fun...*smiiiiiiile*

What are you doing on your weekend?

they call her action 0 posts
7/28/2004 12:53:00 PM
well thank you times a billion. your so sweet :)
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/26/2004 9:23:00 PM
im very sorry to hear that. she is missing out on a great guy. you will find someone, i know you will.
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/26/2004 6:59:00 PM
ahhh thanks :) sounds like your weekend had its ups and downs...so did mine :( i think me and my friends dana and mouse are going to see a movie this week. that makes me happy :)
fadingorchid 0 posts
7/25/2004 1:57:00 PM
I don't think that I'll get bored :) we will have a great time...I know that ;)
yeah...I love the lyrics...I love the whole band...they're so great :) *smile*
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/25/2004 12:24:00 AM
ahhh its no problem at all! like i said before, i dont want you to be sad. and yes you have helped me out with a couple problems i have had haha
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/24/2004 2:05:00 PM
ahahaha yeah right i bet i look like a douche bag in all of them
Road to nowhere 0 posts
7/24/2004 12:56:00 PM
Hey i'm sorry about that.. How are you doing?
fadingorchid 0 posts
7/24/2004 8:54:00 AM
I promise you..one day we'll meet :)
FigEPudn 0 posts
7/24/2004 2:49:00 AM
arent we all? i dont know anyone who truly feels good about what they look like all the time. as do you, good likes and good bands. and ur quite the sweetie. :) im having an okay summer, could be a lot better could be a lot worse. tonight was fun. hope the same for you
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/23/2004 8:03:00 PM
hey! ahaha i will show you them once my mom takes me to walmart...or someone comes and picks me up and brings me there..ahaha im glad you enjoy them. i sure do :P sorry about the aim thing, sometimes im not there...or im off in my own little world contemplating my day. i get deeply lost in thought sometimes..
FigEPudn 0 posts
7/22/2004 9:53:00 PM
no way, im the lucky one. so nice of u to say so, i love nice people. not lookin so bad urself. LOVE ur hair. if i was a guy thats how i would wear it. MUAH
xgirlx 0 posts
7/22/2004 2:52:00 PM
well, my mom is working.. so one of my friends is going to take me out.. and then the whole family dinner crap.. im getting my liscense on monday though.. so that'll be cool.
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/21/2004 7:09:00 PM
im glad i could help. wouldnt want you to hurt yourself or anything...i dont want anyone to hurt.
fadingorchid 0 posts
7/21/2004 2:02:00 PM
i tell you...I'm so busy...
to go to work in your vacation is really busy...
but...I will get money for that...so I think it's worth it...

hope you had a great time hanging out with your friends :)
miss you tOo *huuugs*
xgirlx 0 posts
7/20/2004 11:36:00 AM
i know.. it sucks ass. =\
xgirlx 0 posts
7/19/2004 3:24:00 AM
thats cool.. i havent been on vactation in PA the past 9 days.. it was awesome.. my b-day is friday.. and im gettin my liscense monday.. then i have to getta job to pay for insurance.. and we go back to school august 4th so my summers almost over ;[
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/18/2004 4:53:00 PM
aw, youre so sweet :) hey dont worry about it we'll meet soon enough! glad you slept well last night. i slept until like 11:30 today lol
fadingorchid 0 posts
7/18/2004 11:38:00 AM
how are you?...I haven't heard from you for such a long time :/
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/16/2004 8:22:00 PM
hahaha well next time im up there ill say that and maybe theyll go along with it.
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/16/2004 1:45:00 PM
yay im back home! wisconsin was wonderful. we flew into chicago then went to milwaukee or however you spell it to see a kiss concert which was pretty rad. hm...we went to the museum in chicago, and i drank with my cousin at my grandparents house lol. hm..we did a lot of site seeing...and rode a lot of go karts :D
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/14/2004 7:13:00 PM
im on my aunt and uncles computer right now. my flight leaves at night tomorrow, and ill be getting back to havasu around 1 in the morning. hopefully ill be going to a local concert on saturday, then monday i go back to school :( im glad i cheered you up a bit! i dont want you to be sad :)
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/13/2004 5:20:00 PM
i miss you too :( im very sorry somethings bothering you, i wish i could help. *hug* you shouldnt be sad, you dont deserve to be sad. you are one of the nicest boys ive ever met! hopefully i can cheer you up soon :)
WithTheNight 0 posts
7/10/2004 1:41:00 PM
heyy, um i dunno where i wanna go after GA. . . ill get back to u on that one. lol. so whats goin on with u? ttyl
fadingorchid 0 posts
7/10/2004 8:10:00 AM
I hope you got my message! *hugs*
Anna. 0 posts
7/9/2004 12:18:00 AM
ok, nice talking to you.
Anna. 0 posts
7/8/2004 11:58:00 PM
yeah im kinda bored too.. so i resorted to the computer
Anna. 0 posts
7/8/2004 11:45:00 PM
my night's alright.. nothing really going on but its ok. how is your night going?
Anna. 0 posts
7/8/2004 8:28:00 PM
why thank you. and sure, i like to talk
Anna. 0 posts
7/8/2004 8:27:00 PM
aha awesome bands
save.megan 0 posts
7/7/2004 2:28:00 PM
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Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/7/2004 1:44:00 AM
haha i wont i wont dont worry :) ill tell you how the concert and everything goes...ill miss ya!
they call her action 0 posts
7/6/2004 7:36:00 PM
yeah IM me whenever, im always on.
Fever Dream. 0 posts
7/6/2004 5:31:00 PM
im leaving tomorrow around 4 in the morning...we're driving to vegas then flying out to chicago...then we're driving to milwaukie and seeing that concert.
...My last breath 0 posts
7/6/2004 3:57:00 PM
haha yeah aim has been gay for me lately
they call her action 0 posts
7/6/2004 3:46:00 PM
haha yeah, wow your so amazingly nice. i love it haha :) but yes i must agree we shall talk more.
music (hardcore, emo, metal, punk), writing poetry, web design, sports (hockey, baseball, football, basketball), sunrises/sunsets, snowboarding, video games, going to shows, late night walks, train rides, beaches, tattoos, piercings, eating lots of junk food, italian food, starbuck's caramel macchiato, coffee ice cream, chocolate, watching movies, wearing band hoodies, biting, licking, kissing, the colors blue/black/silver, talking online so leave a msg if you'd want to talk sometime. *i'm hardly ever on here but i'm definitely looking for a girl to date so if you're interested my SN is below or check out my myspace page.
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